Dear God, I am not as well religious as I should the being. I didn't set as much as I should make it. But if I could say to you a thing, here is what I would say to you .

God, make me crazy. Just as you made John Lennon, Andy Warhol crazy. Make me sick and desperate just as you did it with Lady Gaga. And make me feel the despair and the madness.Make me go crazy to become interesting. Make me desperate to become talented. Make me become somebody. Somebody who can change things thanks to the art, the music and the madness. Make me feel the fear and the pain if it could help me on my way. Make me stay on my way, lost my friends, my family but make me become someone. Make me reach my goal and never forget it. Please God, torture me. Torture me like you torture Mike Jagger and David Bowie. Make me reach it and give me possibilities to change the world. Because everything the society taught to you is wrong. And the aim of my existence will be to change it.